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Saturday, October 06, 2007

11:02 PM

I chose to walk home juz now.
It suddenly seems like a farking long journey.
I was trembling with anger.Trying hard to hold back my tears.I need to take such a long time to type a sms like as if my hands tio parkinson disease sia.Fook man.
I haven't felt so much anger ever since sec1 incident.
It suddenly occured to me that I felt like beating up the u but i knew i cant afford to do it.Not worth it.And I'll lose.i'm not bigger size than you.
I tried to think what have I done wrong. u look down on me? I know i'm farking blur and stupid but I tried my best le. I really tried!!! Why cant u farking understand.Na bei.Chee bai. I cant be smart.That's me. Others can accept me. I dont see why you can't.I'm sad at first but now i'm really damn bloody pissed.All i can say is that I'm realli farking sway sia. I pity those around you. U better wake up man.BU YAO ZAI ZUO MENG LE!!!Stop being so bloody sickening.Sooner or later,you will hurt those around you with your this shitty attitude.Maybe I'm in the wrong but I don't know what I have done wrong sia!!!! Fark!!!!! U tell mi la!!! U din tel mi how the fark I change!!!!
I feel like I'm being accused and nobody knows!!!!!Where is my lawyer!!!!Why am I so unlucky. I think i should stop eating beef le.Maybe I should seek a feng shui master,check my room "wind water".Maybe I should go see fortune teller.Anyone knows any good ones,pls intro to me? I dont wan fake de ar.Maybe I didn't pray much.Tml better to go temple and ask my ancestors for guidance. Maybe my luck will change if I do all this ba...i dont know how to save it le.. really...maybe u also don't feel like savin le hor...ok lor.Dont save then dont save lor.Bu yong jing de.I'll let u decide ba..Anyway,i believe in karma.I'm not cursing u.I just want you to change but if u think you are not in the wrong then dont change lor,JUST PUT ALL THE BLAME ON ME...MAYBE MY PAST LIFE i DID SOMETHING BAD TOO THEN i KANA TIO ALL THIS BAD RETRIBUTION.FINE.i GOT NOTHING TO SAY LE...NI YING LE.*CLAP CLAP* BUT!!!! JUST BE CAREFUL LOR...U MAY GET HURT TOO AND U WILL KNOW HOW I FEEL EXACTLY NOW.

To my true frens...Thank you so much for caring for me. I really truely appreciate it.Without u guys, I think I can just die ba. I really treasure it sia. :))) HUGS HUGS*Dont worry for me ok. I bless u all wont face this kind of sucky situations ya.

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