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Thursday, September 04, 2008

9:07 PM

Finally I'm slackin at home and using the com after about a month! LOL.
I've been so preoccupied with so many outings and work.
Work has not been a smooth flow for me.
There's so much problems in my stupid accounts that I'm handling.
I dunno whether izzit I'm blur or stupid or I'm just plain unlucky.
Perhaps all.
There always at least one problem a day that make me feel so stress up and my day is ruined.
Sickening sia.
Lucky got Sweetie Suz beside me.
We always talk crap and do crazy actions to brighten our stressful working days.
Today joke of the day at work= Miss maid cum Frog walk in such a werido way that Suz tried to imitate her. OMG!!! Its damn hilarious!!! We were like laughing out damn loud in the toilet.
Oh in case u are wondering who the heck is Miss maid cum Frog, she is a flirtatious women who loves to hanky panky with our No.1 lau ti kuo pek in our office. Just imagine a typical maid face who also resembles a frog. LOL!!!
Suz and I have tons of coded names for almost everyone.
Yea so you guys will be hearing more of them soon. Hahaha.
Been working there for like 3 months and I feel like as if I have work there for 1 year.
Time actually flies very fast for my case because I have tons of work to do everyday,just that politics at work is getting rather serious each day and I'm just afraid it might turned out very nasty one fine day.
So for the past few weeks,I've been slaving at work and I don't have much of a life either.
Although it's been only a matter of few weeks,my life has just turned upside down and inside out.
I'm now facing a phase which I did not expect that I will ever face it again and as each day passed by,my life becomes even more complexed.
If anyone asked me whether am I happy, I think I'm unable to answer it.
I don't feel happy or sad. I feel so empty in me.
I've been blinded yet again by sudden emotions and impulse decisions are the result of it.
I think I really really have to sit down at home and meditate one whole day without any distractions. Maybe at the end of the day I can be enlightened and hopefully a wise choice can be made.

Somehow somewhere I think of yr cute face and my heart will ache for you...

&the beauty.

mo0 Mo0
10 Nov'86
the gal who loves to dream...

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