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Monday, May 19, 2008

12:37 PM

I wanted to write a happy post but I just don't have the cheerful feeling within me right now.
I should be feeling happy and relax during this weekend because I went for eye-lash perming, a hair-cut, did some shopping and went for IRAS gathering.
It should be an enjoyable weekend for me but I am feeling sad, hurt and angry now.
IRAS gathering is always so fun and entertaining.
Why am I sooo stupid to even quit my job!!!
I miss them sooo much.
Shopping never fail to disappoint me because I love shopping.
Went for eye-lash perming with KT and went for a hair-cut.
Sounds like I'm going for some important function and I'm happily dolling up myself rite.
So how can I still be feeling so empty inside me right now.
Actually, it has nothing to do with the stuff that I have done during my weekend.
I have enjoy every single thing indeed.

So what made me felt this way is......... because of 'you'.
Perhaps you are facing alot of stress in your exams.
Therefore, we always quarreled about the most ridiculous things ever.
We never fail to argue everyday single day since saturday huh.
BUT THIS DOES NOT GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO EVER SAID I DIDNT LOVE YOU BEFORE.
Anyway... whats the use of saying all these when you don't even read my blog.
After few hours later,you will try to apologize and I always say ok...
And the vicious cycle starts again...

dun worry u only need to tolerate with me for another 6 months and it will be over ok.

Any guys with serious ego problem please understand the lady's feelings and please buzz off.

&the beauty.